The decor was arranged to relax clients and patients. The walls were painted dark red, and the furniture were all made in leather. The windows were wide open, inviting the fresh air that hailed from the mountains. Medical books and journals were arranged in alphabetic order at one bookcase, while another was filled with children books.
Sisi was lying down
adjacent to Dr. Wright. She stared at the ceiling, concentrating at
the blank, white space above her. She then clenched her teeth and
then squeezed her eyes, staving off the pain that assaulted her mind.
"Have you been taking
your medications?" asked Dr. Wright.
"I have, and they get
me to sleep. But..." said Sisi.
Dr. Wright looked from his
writing pad, waiting for Sisi to continue.
"But I can't take
them anymore."
"Why is that?"
"When I get to sleep,
I return to that house."
"The abandoned
house?"
Sisi nodded. "They
try to pull me in, get me stuck in that house. I fight them off.
Ghosts. You know they can be punched or kicked just like any other?
Maybe in my dreams. I'm not sure if they're dreams anymore. When I
get free, I run out of that house only to come back to it."
"Then how do you
escape?"
"I drown."
Dr. Wright wrote on his
pad. The notes were separation anxiety, guilt, abandonment issues.
"I drown myself until
I come back to reality. But the crazy thing is, I cough out water."
"And you're sure it's
not spittle or phlegm."
She shook her head and
turned to Dr. Wright. Her eyes had the hint of defeat and of
sleepless nights.
After their session, Dr.
Wright prescribed the same medication but with a higher dosage.
Sisi's narcolepsy had become a problem to her career. At the behest
of her agent, she was scheduled to meet with her doctor every week to
find a cure or at least a reprieve from her malaise.
When Sisi stepped out of
the doctor's office, the sims in the waiting room recognized her.
Even the affluent of Bridgeport asked for her autograph or a selfie.
Sisi always agreed to it, and she forced her smiles.
Before she stepped out in
public, Sisi wore her sunglasses. She checked herself on the mirror
and fixed her hair, making sure she looked good for the paparazzi. At
the edges of the mirror, Sisi saw them staring at her, peeking from
the edges—the ghosts she had left behind.